| | Current Music: | Edit - Regina Spektor | | Time: | 11:25 am |
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| Life isn't fair.
I flooded the ectasy
down the hole.
I can't stop
I'm tiptoeing through
these white lines.
Just enough to matter.
I'd give it back if I could.
I've watched too many dive.
Trips on all fours
I'm a cat person.
I didn't know that.
Speed me through this
This process of elimination.
I want to know you.
What's so different?
Nothing.
It never is.
Nothing by which no one would understand.
Appreciation -- no answer
Hearing reports - I hope I don't look like that.
She stays up all night.
and day.
She has to feed it anyway.
Cuts down my spine
I need to throw up.
but I'll just clean your dirty bathroom instead.
For a price.
On that day keep me busy.
On that day keep me insane.
On that day buy me some time travel.
On that day don't touch me.
On that day I won't call.
On that day I won't fall.
To my knees.
Into the audience of my life.
I don't bend down anymore
I don't ask anymore
I don't cry anymore
I don't care anymore
So let me clean your dirty bathroom.
For that price.
And after that
I'll be addicted.
To nothing. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| I ♥ my girlfriend.. almost a year!!!
I'm excited.
I got TOPS back.. no more screwing around.
I should probably go get another job or something. | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| So.. I took my "make-up" chem test.. I need a B on it like woah.
wow.. I still have finals to take.
I'm off to Houma later today :) | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| Louisiana went from being a freaking desert to being a rainforest.
I'm surprised that my car hasn't blown up yet.
I made an 85 (before the curve) on my last Bio test.
I need to make a good grade on my freaking Chem test tomorrow!!!!! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| tonight, for the first time in a long time.. I am at peace with myself.
I went outside and the sky was so pretty that all I could do was just sit and stare.
I'm still in awe.
I have to work 7.25 hours tomorrow :( I'm not looking forward to that. | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Regina Spektor - rejazz | | Subject: | cheesy lyrics | | Time: | 11:33 am |
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| too true:
Thought I'd cry for you forever
But I couldn't so I didn't
people's children die and they don't even cry forever
Thought I'd see your face in my mind for all time
But I don't even remember what your ears looked like
And the clock still strikes midnight and noon
and the sun still rises and so does the moon
birds still migrate south and people move on
even though I'm no longer in your arms
Thought the mountain would crumble
and the rivers would bend
but I thought all wrong and the world did not end
guess the maps will just have to stay the same for a while
Didn't even need therapy to rehabilitate my smile
rehabilitate my smile
Thought I'd cry for you forever
But I couldn't so I didn't... | | comments: Leave a comment |
| My birthday is in one and 1/2 days and I am hiring a hit man.
It doesn't matter who.
I don't want to know who you are.
If you kill me, you can have all of my money.
I will carry around shitloads of cash on me.
All you have to do is kill me sometime before my birthday.
Thank you. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| why did someone have to invent these horrible legal stalking websites?
They just make me sick to my stomach.
I have work I should be doing. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I ran 4.5 miles today.
I got a pedicure with Annelie and went shopping.
Went to work.. had an anxiety attack.
--please make it stop--
====thank you==== | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Yeah... my car's a fucking beast.
I started running out of radiator fluid on the way home today.. awesome.
Mom fixed it.
I had a long chat with my lab partner today... she fucking rocks.
my jaw hurts :( | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I slipped on a piece of paper when I was walking the other day with Grace.
There should be a sign:
Caution: Watch for numerous flyers spread on inclines. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| So... I'm stressed.
Mardi Gras was awesome.. spent the whole time with my Amber!!!!
NOLA SUCKED!!! They're just trying to get as much money as possible to go into the city.. but they are going about it in really sneaky ways.
It sucks to hear that some of your friends went to jail for no reason at all.. sue their asses.
Anyway.. I'm bored.. I am going to be working like woah tomorrow I have to work until 11!!!!
I'm sick.. I should just go to sleep. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| So. I am definitely going to be gone from my house the ENTIRE Mardi Gras break.
I shall be travelling back and forth between Houma and New Orleans. IT IS GOING TO BE THE BEST EVER.
I already talked to mi madre. And I told her that I was leaving Friday after school and going straight to Houma and not coming back until Wednesday morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't think you people have any clue. I haven't been this happy in FOREVER.
Anyone who wants to meet up in N.O. just give me a call! | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| let me start off by telling EVERYONE HAPPY FUCKING VALENTINE'S DAY!
I was looking back through old posts.. from a year ago. I am a different person.
I had more to talk about then. I was naive about a lot. My eyes are open now.
I thought I knew.
But Amber taught me.
Almost 8 months and this is our first Valentine's Day.
There will be many more to come.
I was thinking tonight, do other people who say that they love someone..
do they feel the same way that I feel about Amber?
Or is it all in their head.
I wouldn't know.
It's such an indescribable feeling..
You'll know.. if you feel it.
But the only person who is going to understand is the person who reciprocates it.
It's special.
No one else can see it.
Or feel it.
Or come close to it.
I am beginning to think that each feeling of love is different.
LIKE SNOWFLAKES!
Am I thinking about this because it is Valentine's Day?
I'll stop. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| For those of you who do not know, Myrna Schexnider is retiring in May. A retirement reception will be announced at a later date.
Of course, we'll have to go. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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